Depression

Thai might be off topic but i feel sooo depressed. Recently started my career as a nail tech and I’m not that great I miss little details at times. The manager is kinda messed up and says messed up comments but I thought nothing at first. Cause it seems like she was trying to help me. That’s great but I do feel pressured. It’s been one month and I basically have 90 days to start doing other stuff. I finished school a year ago and didn’t start the job until a month ago. I was in cosmetology btw. ) i come home and my heart hurts I feel so depressed and scared of what the future holds for me. I have anxiety now with clients and I didn’t even feel that way at first.