Should I test

I had a dream a few days ago the condom broke.

Last night I had a dream someone was helping me with a coat hanger abortion.

I'm 5 days late and stressed, my dreams are making it worse.

Should I test today? Or at the end of the week?

If something happened and I end up pregnant I'm way to suicidal to deal with this properly cause it's not like I can afford abortion.

Lord have mercy