So I had everything planned. My oldest daughter (15 yrs doesnt live with us) was going to watch her younger siblings while I get induced, and was going to have my biggest supporter (my mom) in the delivery room for my last and final birth. (Some say you always need your mother during a difficult task) she been there for all labours besides my first 2 becuz she just couldn't make it in time. And honestly each delivery after those seem to be easy honestly.

So becuz there is a difference between the 2 of us now she has decided to back out of being there for me, and my oldest daughter followed suit. I'm over here biting my nails because I'm so damn nervous and lost.