wow, so I'm an idiot. I had absolutely no idea that finding childcare for an infant was going to be next to IMPOSSIBLE. all the childcare centers have a year long wait list. all of the in home daycares have no openings. I mean, what the hell are we going to do. 🤔

I put an ad out on a childcare group, and one person messaged me: a 20 year old who has a flexible schedule. also a friend, who only has the summer available.

and I cant afford an arm and a leg. so well see.

this is pure hell.....😭😭

I hope yall are having better luck than me.👍

if I absolutely didnt have to go back to work, I wouldn't. I've got one month of maternity leave left, and baby will be 4 months old by then.