Rough week

This Sat the 25th would have been my baby's due date but unfortunately I had a miscarriage at almost 11 weeks. This week was supposed to be filled with joy and excitement of our first child. Instead as the date approaches, I am filled with overwhelming sadness. We have been trying to conceive every month since but every month ends in a negative test, including today. I'm tired of hearing "it will happen when it happens." I am trying so hard to stay positive and hang on to hope that someday we will get our rainbow baby, but it is so hard.

I know I am not alone on this emotional rollercoaster. It helps to know there are women out there dealing with the same struggle. I could use a little encouragement on how to stay positive. Also, does anyone have any advice on how to get thru this rough week, especially Sat? Thanks in advance.