Don’t know if I can do this

Adel

All I keep doing is hoping for the best after ovulation I took ovulation tests and done the deed when I was ovulating and 2 years trying still no luck I just feel like it’s never gonna happen all I want is my rainbow after I had my still born in 2017 I am really down so much about why me why won’t it happen I’ve suffered 7 miss carriages with no explanation so many chemical pregnancies as well it’s like I’m not aloud another like I’m being punished 😭