Yesterday I watched a vaginal birthing video and now I'm doubting if I can have my son vaginally. Like I don't know if I have it in me. With my first son I had an emergency CSection so I had no choice, this time my husband and I decided on a vbac but after watching the videos...I'm freaked out!! The crazy part is my 12 year old keeps telling me "Mom your a strong woman..you can do it"...now if he believes in me shouldn't I be able to believe in myself?!? (Ouch 😬)