Mild rant

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I was supposed to have my first drs appt today at a little over 8 weeks. The dr i was seeing called off sick. They can't get me in until June 5th! That's with a nurse practitioner not a dr. I have been freaking out for this appt for weeks. Ive had a loss in the past and im high risk. Im on antianxiety meds that the dose needs to be cut down during this, i had gd in my last pregnancy and i have questions about what i should and shouldn't be eating again and at what point we do the glucose screening, im over 35 as well ( 36 but still considered geriatric pregnancy). I understand drs are people and get sick but now i'm really freaking out because i'm basically spending the first trimester without being seen. I had an er visit last week so at least i had labs done and got to see baby but i just have so many questions with this being high risk and waiting this long for answers is skyrocketing my anxiety. Ugggg i don't have a question i just needed to vent because no one but my husband even knows i'm pregnant. Thanks for letting me get it out