Doing this alone

Well ladies found out 1 weeks ago that I am pregnant with my second child. First child is 9 1/2 years old. I know big age gap. Today I m 5 weeks . Been with my boyfriend if that’s what you want to call him for 3 years. He is 33 with no kids. Soon as he finds out he ghosted me. I m not even upset! Kids don’t ask to be here! I m just going to do my part and be a damn good mother with or without him!! Smh men. Refuse to allow myself stress out about this . Just needed to vent