Relationship after abortion

I had an abortion last Saturday. The guy I was with was not supportive whatsoever and it was the darkest month of my life emotionally. He threatened me if I didn't have this abortion I would ruin his career. I wanted my baby but at that point I didn't want to raise a child with him or deal with him. I was emotional after the abortion on and off and really wanted his comfort but he just couldn't handle me and my emotions. The last texts he sent me were that he wasn't ready for a relationship. All I wanted was his communication care and love but he straight up told me he doesn't like talking. Less than 2 hours later he was already talking to new girls and didn't care an ounce about everything we had just gone through with the abortion and he left me high and dry while I begged for his love. I hope one day he realizes what he left. I hope one day he realizes what he could have had. Please please pleaseee protect yourself and make smart decisions you guys❤

I pray the next girl doesn't fall for his games and get manipulated by him