I feel stupid writing about this. I’ve had a lump growing behind my ear for a while now and I don’t have health insurance so there’s no feasible way for me to get to the doctor.

Does anyone know herbal remedies for tumors? I’m not even sure that’s what it is but I really can’t think of what else. I need some way to help this myself even though I’m consistently asking God for help & strength.

I’m so nervous and scared and can’t talk about it with my bf since he believes it’s not worth worrying about. But my neck’s been killing me. Fuck this shit..