I had a diagnostic laparoscopic & HSG done test I'm in so much pain but in recovery.. here's my story.

When I was 12 years old my family took a road trip to Guatemala I woke up the day we were leaving with fever and nausea and so much pain. I kept quiet because I wanted to go I didn't want to be left behind. So we left and when we got to Texas my dad realized my fever was going up and I started to sleep way more. We passed the border to Mexico and my dad took me to a Dr. he did a physical test and pushed my leg up to see if I felt pain. I didn't. So he said it wasn't the appendix (only it was, it just didn't hurt when he pushed my leg because it had ruptured already) he gave me meds to calm the fever and nausea but it didn't work my fever kept getting up and I started vomiting every time I ate. Only fruit could stay down so I tried to only eat that. When we arrived at Guatemala it had been 6 days because we had to constantly stop because of me I was already having all symptoms including diarrhea, vomits, passing out, deep sleeping where I didn't want to wake up at all . I only woke up to try to eat and will fall back asleep. I got to the point where all the poison my body had from my ruptured appendix was killing me slowly. I couldn't even hold down meds or water at the end. I was fighting it though and that's why I made it so far. I ended up having surgery to remove it. It had lasted me 14 days. I had it 2 days swollen and 12 days ruptured According to the Doctors. I was there a month in the hospital and every. Single. Day. I got sticked with needles because from so many antibiotics and meds and getting blood taking out my veins will get clogged and they ended up having to remove the needles. And had a new one each time. Not including everything else they did. I suffered a month a hospital going through so many procedures and pain a 12 yr old shouldn't have to experience. Thank God I survived though. We'll skip forward til yesterday I had a laparoscopic procedure to remove all my internal scar tissue my ruptured appendix left me with from the poison, which was a lot it was covering all my organs and intestines, I want to get pregnant and I can't not that long ago I found out I only had One ovary and tube and that my only Fallopian tube was all swollen and it was blocked to a certain point where the HSG only let a small amount of dye come through after my doctor tried unblocking it unsuccessfully because of how blocked it was. She said I wouldn't be able to get pregnant unless it's through

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and honestly this procedure was so necessary but expensive and I don't think I can afford

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. She also said if I ended up getting pregnant by myself it would be a miracle because I have no chance at it and if I do end up pregnant it could turn very likely to an ectopic pregnancy. What I'm asking from you is to please pray for me. I want to have my kids it's always been something I wanted all my life to the point where if I dont I don't know how I can make my life make sense. I know God has me but sometimes it's easy to forget when you feel your at the place in your life where the most important thing the most important wish and dream get taken away. Please pray for me for God to give me comfort, for him to heal me, for him to grant my deepest and most wanted dream. I've gone through so much I didn't type about and I just feel like I can't keep on going sometimes. Please I'm just asking for prayers and thank you may God bless you all.