Quick Rant Because I Needed to Complain

I’ve struggled with depression off and on for years. Because of depression, I can stay in bed for months at a time sleeping or not doing anything. No problem. I enjoy it, I can hide away.

However, I get told I need to lay in bed on bed rest for who knows how long and suddenly, I don’t wanna be here! All of a sudden I have the urge to clean and get out of the house and be productive.

I guess I just needed to complain a bit. My back hurts, im having caffeine withdrawals, I’m emotional AF, and I feel like I’m being locked away from the rest of the world.

I’m just super negative today and I hateee it. I’m sorry for bringing it here, but thank you for allowing me to vent a bit.

Also, I want to say I highly respect any mommas who have been in bed rest. Especially those for the majority of pregnancy. Y’all are badass.