Ok please no one be really horrible in the comments ok

I’ve had bad anxiety and depression and I’ve been stuck in a really bad place for a while, I’ve known my room was absolutely dreadful for ages and I really didn’t like it but I was too much in a bad place to actually try and find the energy to sort it out. But today I actually did something about my room because I’ve been feeling a tiny bit better recently. I haven’t self harmed in like almost 2 weeks. I’m feeling a tiny bit more positive, I’ve got rid of a lot of old clothes and got new clothes for a fresh start. I started a new job 3 months ago and I’m doing really well in it and I actually Enjoy it. I still feel really down a lot but I feel like I’ve accomplished something today! And I have really supportive friends who have been giving me a lot of encouragement these past few days

I still need to hoover my room to get rid of s bunch of confetti I spilled over my floor and do a few other bits and bobs but it’s late and I just really need my bed now lol so that can be done another day

Update guys I hoovered the floor and got rid of the confetti and I’ve put a little automatic room spray in to make my room smell happy.

Also I didn’t expect to get as many messages as I have on this. Thank you all so much for the encouragement 😩😭❤️

4th June update

Ok I really didn’t think this post wouldn’t get as much of a response as I have😩 thank you so much for the support! It honestly means a lot.

I’ve had a bit of a stressful week and I’ve been mentally not feeling very good, in the process of getting out a toxic relationship and it’s been difficult but I’m trying to stay positive. I had a little slip up last Sunday but I’m 8 days clean at the moment! On Thursday I’m going ikea to get a new wardrobe and some decorative bits and my friend is going to come round and help move my room about. I’m thinking if i change my room about I will feel more happy in my room?

I’ll post pictures when i start moving things about☺️ thank you again for the support❤️

6th June update.

Still been struggling a lot with this whole situation with my toxic ex but today my friend came round and helped me move my furniture around and build a new wardrobe. Looking really messy at the moment because it got late and I have a workshop to go to in London tomorrow morning for work but this is everything so far