After a lot of issues n now I’m in therapy with ptsd im thinking my marriage is over. But I don’t want to be a bitter divorced couple. We’re separated n living together right now for our kids two year old n I’m 7 months pregnant with a very difficult pregnancy. So he’s helping now.

But after drugs, lying, loosing money, females saying he cheated, and finally sexual assault * that’s been dealt with through courts.* I can’t love him like a partner anymore or truly trust him with my body anymore. The sexual assault happened when he’d be BLACK OUT drunk I’d be asleep deep sleeper, n get woken up to him carefully taking off my pants n touching me when dr very clearly said NO SEXUAL ANYTHING FOR 8 weeks. Now he’s my friend but that’s it. But I want to move on. I’m just scared. Anyone have better relationships after divorce than you did married.