So my boyfriend and I have not been having sex as usual like we used to. In the past month I've been giving him head, jerking him off really pleasuring h and occasionally we have sex, I'm not getting much back but I'm okay with it cos I'm not one to make someone do something.

So I went to a meeting this morning and I get back and he is in bed and i had a weird vibe

I joking around go thru his history on his phone cos he does it to me and 12 tabs up porn pop up, now I'm not one to say porn in cheating or anything I know guys do it but the porn he was looking at hurt me.. especially when he knows he has me instantly I thought I'm not good enough or I'm doing something wrong

6 pages were gay porn, 5 were girls and 1 was a live cam and it hurts cos what he was looking at is nothing like me.. I obviously know he's bisexual he told me that but I feel not good enough I need advice I'm so hurt I can't even look him in the eye and I feel so dumb for it but I don't know what to do please help