I love horror films.. almost nothing can scare me..

after my son... yes, I cringed and was sad when in horror (or other) films children died..same as before I had a child...

Now, after my second... I can’t bear it, AT ALL!! I tried watching Hereditary... couldn’t take it.. like had a full on panic attack when... (don’t want to spoil) a child died.. tried to watch pet semetary.. the new one.. I read the book, watched the old one.. I knew what was supposed to happen... I couldn’t do it!!! Full panic attack...

my husband says it’s normal for a mother.. but this is not normal!!! I cannot see it, cannot hear about it.. anything in the news, I just can’t deal!!! I’ve never been a helicopter mom, but I watch out for my children... maybe now that I have 4?? 2 of my own, one is 5 and the other 6 months and 2 bonus 14 and 16... maybe I feel like the odds are greater of loosing one??? I don’t know.. I DONT KNOW!!! But I’m lost, every time I see it in a movie I cut it off and then can’t stop thinking about loosing one of mine for days!!!!!! The more horrific, the longer.... does anyone else feel this???? Is it just me??