I love my daughter and I love my husband. And I know this waking up in the night won't go on forever but until it stops I wish I didn't feel alone.

I'm always the one who gets up with her unless I wake my husband up and ask him too. I just want to feel that I can relax because I know he's already getting up to handle her. Even when I get him up he feeds her in the wrong position so she spits everything back up in an hour and screams until I get up to handle it.

He also doesn't check her diaper or if he does he doesn't change it because it's not poopy. She hates wet diapers so it doesn't take her long to scream me awake because he decided to ignore it..

I exclusively pump so we give bottles, so he can help he just won't take the initiative to do it unless I ask. Let's not even get into during the day when he plays games on his phone.. I'm just so frustrated and tired.