Chemical pregnancy

I was so excited to be pregnant for the first time a few weeks ago. My first beta was low, but the nurse said to come back and test again to see if it doubles. It did. I was more hopeful and excited to get pass the second beta. The third beta came along and it showed that it dropped about half. It was a chemical pregnancy. I was so devastated to go through this. I was so hopeful that I’ll get to meet my first child in the future. I woke up today with heavy period. I feel so sad and so loss. Trying to get through it and will try again for a rainbow baby.