My son Kaidon was born into heaven last year (September) at 32weeks 2 days. He was perfect, everything I wished for, small, loads of hair, and completely irreplaceable. He was my first child.👼🏼🌍❤️

4 tough, emotional and heartbreaking months later...

I found out I was pregnant (January) we were very happy but obviously very emotional.

I’ve always wanted loads of boys and then finally a girl so when I found out I was having a girl I wasn’t overly joyed.

My partners mother went to a clairvoyant the other day and was told I’d be having a girl, she said I was having a girl because if I had a boy so soon my son will feel replaced. Obviously she was told loads of other stuff but this stuck in my head.

I am so grateful now that she’s a girl because I’d never want my son to feel replaced, plus that’ll never be possible. So as much as I wanted loads of boys first I’m over the moon I got a princess this time.

I took my partner to my sons grave to reveal what the gender of our second child is and here is the image. I wanted to post the video but I’m unable to.

We will forever and always love and miss my son, and our little girl will always be told about her Big Brother!

she’s due 7th October 2019 👶🏼🌸💓