9DPO BFN

So I’m either 9 or 10dpo today, tested first thing in the morning and two BFN on a first response and cheapie. I don’t feel “strange” at all this month and haven’t had any strong cramps etc etc my boobs are only slightly tender and tbh are normally more sore with AF only 5 days away. I’m almost positive I’m out for the month and I’m just waiting for AF, I have a 1 Clearblue test and 1 first response left and tbh I don’t think I’ll test until AF is due which also leads me to my periods are irregular which is going to make this a struggle. It’s only my first month ttc but I honestly thought maybe I’d be one of those lucky ones who got pregnant in the first cycle. Anyway I’ll show the blatant negative 😕