After my first appt yesterday it’s finally hitting me now that I’m gonna be a mom. I’m scared shitless because I don’t wanna mess up my anything. My doctor said my cervix is closed and uterus is growing which is good I’m assuming and I go back in 4 weeks to hear heartbeat I’ll be 12 weeks by then. I went to ER on monday cause I had bleeding and I saw my baby heartbeat flickering at 158 bpm I have so many emotions right at first I’m like yeah I’m pregnant but now I’m like holy shit I’m pregnant!