I literally do not know if I can do it anymore.

I am so stressed out with money, the baby crying constantly, living so far away from everyone so being on my own constantly (partner works so much), house being an absolute state, not being away to put the kid down for two minutes to wash. Also got put on antibiotics because they think placenta has been left over however the symptoms have got worse but like I said I cannot put my baby down for anymore than two minutes without him sobbing so had to cancel three doctor appointments this week to follow up and get this dealt with.

Everyday I wake up and think it's going to be a better day but it never is. I don't feel like me anymore. I feel like such a failure.