So the hubby and I have been trying for 4 years. We have been 2 chemical pregnancy 1 miscarriage. It's been a long journey and we are still trying all we can treatments charts hanging in our room so on and so on.

Recently my sister in law is pregnant got pregnant on try number 1 domt get me wrong I'm happy for them so happy!

What I'm upset about is that someone I know she drinks and smokes cigarettes/weed takes so pills. So on and so on She has pcos and endometriosis just like I do and she got pregnant with out even trying. She trusted in me to tell me she will be terminating her pregnancy because she just isnt ready for kids and isnt sure who the father is. My heart just broke into pieces, because how could God give such a blessing to someone such is so dead set into giving that blessing right back when I have been trying so hard.