Feeling guilty

Vanessa

I’m a first time mom and my pregnancy has been so exhausting. Before I got pregnant I worked 2 jobs, was able to look decent & still had times to be going on dates with my boyfriend. 29 weeks in & it’s been a hand count or less the amount of times I’ve gotten ready, I kept one job which is housekeeping & I’m just tired all the time. Since my first trimester there would be times where I would cry because I’ll feel so sad about not being able to get ready & my body aching so all I looked forward to was 2nd trimester since they said that’s when your energy came back, mines never did. Up to today I still feel sad about the same thing. On facebook I saw a post that said “there’s tired and pregnant tired” & I shared it cause I was able to relate and someone commented saying it doesn’t go away until they go to school.” Like idk why but that comment kind of scared me off, like it made me think that maybe I should’ve waited to get pregnant. Like yes I knew motherhood was difficult but she made me feel like my life was really over...