First time...

Me and my boyfriend (who I've been together with for a year and a half) were messing around and cuddling and he ate me out for the first time,which I was fine with. Then he asks to just rub the tip on ya know and I get kinda a bad feeling and say maybe you should go get a condom and he says no. This made sense to me because he is the one who wanted to wait a while longer until we had sex even more then me. Before I notice he is in me and fucking me hard condomless. I get out and roll over to the other side of the bed and start crying. He took my virginity, and this is not how I imagined. After he realized he messed up big and definitely apologized and stuff ( he even cried). So don't worry we figured it out but yeah. I'm really scared about being pregnant...