I'm losing my mind

So we have been trying for a while now to get pregnant and I think this month is the month... I just have a feeling. We have been having so much sex my hips hurt and I'm pretty sure I'm walking funny( and all while I'm ovulating)

If it happen I'm gonna buy a shit load of scratch tickets and get gat special pregnancy announcement one and throw it in with the ones I give B.D. to scratch so he randomly gets it... And video the whole thing 😊

And if not then at least I've been having the most stellar sex of my life. It's just that me not getting pregnant is such a disappointment every month... I don't want it to start hurting our relationship... This is month six... Idk I'm trying not to stress cause that makes it worse but still...