Heading out on a 2 week road trip vacation and looking for a book to bring a long.

My husband and I are currently about 2 years in with our secondary infertility struggle. We have tried several rounds of clomid, I had surgery to remove a blocked fallopian tube, met with fertility specialist...all with no luck. I'm struggling, a lot, it is all I can think about and I feel like I'm going crazy. I feel like I'm taking away from my son and husband.

Has anyone read any good books that have helped them through this insane rollercoaster? I'm not really looking for a book on "things to try" to help get pregnant but more of how to cope with the reality of/letting go of the dream of a big family. Or books the helped when making the decision to adopt.

Thanks!