I just want anybody and everybody here to know that I will talk to anybody, call you on the phone or video chat you if you're in time of need right now and having thoughts of suicide. This last week, my grandfather passed away unexpectedly and both my grandmother (age 64) attempted suicide by overdose and my father (age 48) attempted multiple times via pills. I'm so sorry for anybody who has to feel those thoughts and I myself have had them and want you all to know that I want to help. No matter your age, gender, reasons, or anything else, it is not the answer. And I see that now after witnessing my poor grandmother go missing for 7 hours in the woods. We only found her because she was screaming due to a dream/hallucination she was having. My heart is shattered and I want to help anybody and everybody I can to avoid situations like this.. it doesnt make things better at all