Dark and gloomy mood

After missing out on a gorgeous, long weekend because I was physically and mentally exhausted, I’m sitting home alone with my little one feeling low. Didn’t go for a walk or exercise today bc my tummys a little upset. Just trying to stay hydrated and relax today.

Feeling fat, gross and lonely. I just want to stay under the covers, eat pizza and drink wine but I need to take care of my beautiful son. I need to stay strong for him. To feed him. His smiles make me light up.

Just need a day to turn off I think 😔