I feel disgusting

Malissa • Malissa

I feel so hurt. I was wearing a two piece outfit the pants were high rise and it was a crop top and for the first time in a very long time feeling kinda confident. That didn't last long. My step dad told me I'm not allowed to wear things like that in his house( I don't live there I live with my boyfriend) so okay I guess. I was leaving after that and was talking to my mom and she told me I need to go to the gym because I'm gaining too much weight and its noticeable. I didn't know what to do besides laugh along but as soon as I got home I went to my room and locked the door and broke down. I've always struggled with my weight. Now I feel so disgusting and I don't want my boyfriend to touch or even look at me.