Nervous feeling as I get closer

La 💋

My first pregnancy I had my son at 30 weeks. He was small. It was a quick labor. 17 minutes to be exact. I am so nervous. I made it to 35 weeks with this one, even with all the health issues I have. I am proud of my body. And I’m still going strong. Obviously this baby is bigger and I am just so nervous as the time gets closer. I wanted to go natural. My first pregnancy I had no choice due to how fast and unexpected it all happened. when I think about it I get so nervous. I want to relax and calm down but I feel like I’m goin to pass out from it 😩😩😩 any advice on how to just relax?! I’m so nervous! I could cry 😿😿