So today my boyfriend and I went out to eat. He was sitting across from me and I was like leaned back against the back of the booth eating my food. Then out of no where he’s like “look at that belly we need to go to the gym” “we could even go jogging at the park” I just looked at him in disbelief. I was so shocked at what I had heard. He’s super skinny like an XS and I’m honestly not even that big I’m a medium/large when I used to weigh close to 300 pounds like 2 years ago. I went from a 3XL size 22 jeans to a M/L and size 16 in jeans. He is always grabbing and squeezing my stomach and I always tell him to stop but he tells me it’s okay then hit me with that...? Honestly he hurt my feelings cause I’ve been happy and so confident with my weight now. I LOVE being a thick girl. I love my big thighs and my butt sure I could be a little more in shape but damn that destroyed me today. I didnt even finish my meal and now I dont want to have sex or anything with him because I feel so self conscious I just want to cover up... we have been together 4 years btw so none of this is new to him and I’m actually smaller now than when we met. 🙃 I just can’t believe he said that to me today. I just want to cry cause the words keep repeating in my head.