Im out

Well guys I think I’m out this cycle. I’m still 6-7 days from AF but AF symptoms are starting. Moody, had bouts of runny #2s yesterday, slightly uncomfortable sex the other night.. and I just don’t ‘feel’ pregnant. I don’t ‘feel’ like it worked this time. I’ve already told my man that I don’t feel like it’s our month and want him to be prepared for when AF does show up. Every other month before this one I’m guilty of symptom searching and starting testing way too early, and convincing myself that I ‘felt’ pregnant. That I just KNEW I was. This cycle I told myself I wouldn’t do any of that. I wouldn’t symptom search or test until AF is due or late. I would just stay in tune to my body and not think about the chance of pregnancy. I followed through with my rules for myself and I’m just not feeling it. Only symptoms I’m getting are AF symptoms and any early pregnancy symptoms can simply be explained by something else. As in, I’m super tired? Yeah I work 5pm to sometimes 4am, and have a 2 and 8 year old. I’m moody? Yeah that’s AF for ya, plus probably the tiredness. Just, ugh 😔