Emotional af

Ev

I think my hormones are going crazy today. Instantly when i opened my eyes this morning i just sighed and thought "i dont want to do this today". Of course, i had to go to work, and the whole time and now since im home ive had this really intense self hate and loathing for the world and it wont go away. What am i supposed to do when I feel like everyone i knew and loved died for literally no reason??!!?