I miss my mom 😔

It’s been exactly a month since she’s been gone. I’m missing her so much today. I forget sometimes that I can’t just pick up my phone to text or call her. My phone rang this morning and I was half asleep and I swear I saw my mom’s name pop up. It took my breath away. It wasn’t her. Idk how to get through this and cope. I didn’t get to say goodbye. She died so suddenly. Sorry for venting here, I just don’t have anywhere else to go. I miss and love you every day, mom