I'm mad at him. He was masturbating to porn today when I went to the store. But the kicker is, he wouldn't have sex with me yesterday when I reeeeaaaaallllllllllllllllyyyyyy(and I mean REALLY) wanted it cause "but baby you're sickkkkkk"(strep throat and double ear infections, but was feeling better)...... And also I'm suppose to be ovulating today according to one of my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">period apps</a>..... Grrrrr, people just make me so mad sometimes...

Am I in the wrong?? He's wasting potential babies here... And what do I say other than "I'm mad at you for watching porn"?

I kinda wanna cry. Like am I not good enough?... I know I've gained a little weight... But I was overweight when we started dating and he said he prefers bigger girls... I, I just don't know... You guys are the only ones I can turn to.