Anyone else watch birthing videos??

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Good Lord!!! So I guess I can’t help but want to prepare myself for what my poor vagina is going to have go through. I’d probably be better off without YouTube! I try not to think about it too much but if I don’t prepare myself where will that leave me on the big day? I just can’t imagine that my lady parts are going to even open and stretch that wide! Anyone else watching such videos and how do they make you feel??