So long story short . Me and my husband's are trying conceive . I was 17 days late took test all negative . Had all the signs

Of pregnancy . Even my co-workers thought I was pregnant because I would have to run to the bathroom . Smells would bother me . I worked my self to hard at work one day . That next day I started cramping really really bad like sharp unbelievable pain it would come and go it would stop for a minute then five minutes later would come on stronger . That next day I started spotting barely enough to where a pad . The next day I full on heavy started . The cramps Came back worse this time . To the point I whent to the ER . The stupid doctor did a pee test and told me I wasn't pregnant that it must be period cramps . That I wasn't miss carrying .All the doctor did was get a pee sample and feel my tummy could I miscarried . I'm so Hart broken my faith is completely lost . I feel like God is just crule how could God make you think that after trying for so long that it finally happened just to tear it away I honestly don't believe in God any more . I've by trying to hold onto faith but honestly I don't think I want anything to do with God anymore.