I’m not the only one right?

This is our 4th pregnancy (have lost 3 babies with no live births yet). This one came as a surprise but I’m feeling so overwhelmed right now. We don’t have our first scan until next Wednesday and I just don’t know how to feel. I have zero pregnancy symptoms- nothing. Not even sore boobs. I just hope and pray everything is ok. Sorry for the long post but I needed to vent to someone other than my poor husband again 😔