I practically beg my husband to have sex with me. It’s been this way for about 2 years. Ever since we got married really. He never initiates. Whenever we do it it’s almost as if he just wants it to be over as fast as possible. He watches porn every morning in the shower before he goes to work. And he usually watches it when he comes home from work or while I’m at work. I’ll try to get in there every now and then and play with him but he isn’t interested. I’ve stopped trying to be “better” than porn because it just hurts my feelings in the end when he ignores me. So I just let him do it. But i don’t even know what to do. I feel little to no sexual attraction to him anymore.