Miscarriage 🥺🥺

I was so happy we finally got pregnant again after 6 years , ....Yesterday, I went for my 9 weeks check up just to find out that there is not heart beat and that my baby stop growing inside of me and now i have to take a decision to take pills to get rid off the baby or to have the doctor take what’s left and do what they call a AD&C I’m really having a hard 😞 time I don’t know what to do , I’m not bleeding of feeling any other Symptoms, my breast doesn’t hurt any more and to be honest I don’t feel pregnant any more 🥺😞🥺☹️ it hurts my heart shrink and I been crying all night thinking on what to do ☹️😞☹️does anybody have gone thru this before ?