Just found out after 3 months of Clomid my husband’s Testosterone went WAY up but his sperm count went down.. 😭 urologist is referring us down to a infertility specialist to talk about artificial insemination.

I am so heart broken and scared it won’t work out. I never imagined having a family would be this hard, especially when everyone else around me is having “oops” babies.

Anything uplifting you can give me I’ll take. I’m so lost and alone. None of my friends have gone through this, everyone else has had no problems. I barely want to talk to my husband about it because he feels so bad and just keeps apologizing. 😭