i like you! surprise!! when we first met you seemed funny and shy and just so great. youre the kind of guy who drifts from friend group to friend group, and thats so cool to me. i remember awkwardly asking your phone number at the end of the year, “hey can i have your number and adress? i wanna stalk you”. but you didnt say no, you said yes! i texted you more than anybody, even my bsf. i asked if you wanted to facetime, and you said no bc your parents would be weird. and i said that that was my reason too. i never thought my parents would pull me out of school for homeschool. but everything was a-okay bc i could text, and call and snap and everything. but just before halloween you stopped texting, for weeks. and then it turned into months. i remember asking all of my friends about you, even the ones who barely knew you. then one day, you texted back. but it wasnt “sorry i havent texted, wanna talk?” or “hey! sorry ive been really busy” you said you couldnt talk to friends anymore? what does that even mean? but i just said okay bc i knew you wouldnt reply and i just didnt want to get into it. you stopped hanging out with our friends. why? how come you started hanging out with the mean girls? was it bc of what i said almost a year before. was it bc you denied you were gay, even though you told my bsf, your bsf, that you had a crush on one. why didnt you tell me that? i mean, its okay to gay! i couldnt care less if you were, but i do care because i like you.