I hate that I feel this way

I tried so hard to get pregnant and now that I am, it’s instant regret.

Not because I dong want another baby, I’m extremely excited.

I just forgot how miserable being pregnant is. This pregnancy isn’t near as bad as my first.

But I’m still sick all the time. And with this pregnancy I am SUPER exhausted. Like I can be up maybe 5 hours before I am nodding off. My house is a wreck. I look like shit and my relationships are already getting sludgy..... my first pregnancy almost ruined everything because I was like toilet bound and bed bound. I lost 40 pounds and went into preterm labor at 20 weeks. Am 8 weeks and I’m EXHAUSTED.

My question is... what can I do to keep it all together and began to actually enjoy this pregnancy and enjoy becoming a mom of 2