Afraid of negligence or death

Shikha

I may sound anxious or depressed but I am going through a very rough time. I keep thinking that I may die during child birth and if it’s c section then there can be some negligence from doctor which may put me in trouble or take my life away. I know that in today’s time safe delivery is high probability but I cant help myself. Also reading about such instances complicates my condition. I am ftm and 34 weeks. Please help