Oh, hormones...

Man, I’ll tell y’all what! I feel like my hormones have absolutely peaked this week. I’ve cried so much. Week 11 has just been full of wild hormones, nausea, and more stupid constipation per usual.

The other day, I locked myself in the bathroom at work and threw myself an imaginary pity party. I’m not even going to bother elaborating on that one.

And now tonight, my husband is only camping for two nights with his guy friends, and I’m SO excited for him because he deserves the break from how much work he’s done both at his job and in our house. HOWEVER, you’d think he’s leaving me by myself for like six months or something with how hard I cried because of sleeping alone for two whopping nights.

Even if he did have cell service, we usually respect each other’s time with friends and don’t text/call unless it’s dire. I’m absolutely not going to tell him I’ve cried over his absence because I don’t want him to get the wrong idea or feel guilty for having fun with his friends. So instead, I channeled that energy in a positive direction and I texted my mother in law about hanging out/sleeping over tomorrow, lmao.