A lot of emotions...

I hate to say it but any pregnancy excitement is all but gone. I am so overwhelmed with everything to do before the baby gets here in less than 6 weeks, and I have a sinking feeling we’re not going to get very much at the baby shower since we’re having another boy shortly after our first boy. So anything we don’t get we’ll obviously have to get ourselves but money has been tight lately so that whole situation makes me nervous. And I’ve been in so much pain (back, ribs, leg muscles) lately and haven’t slept well in what feels like months so I’m really over being pregnant but the idea of our little guy arriving gives me a panic attack.... I’m just... ugh.....