Would I be a hypocrite if I wanted to get induced?

This whole pregnancy I’ve said that I wouldn’t get induced unless it was for serious medical reasons...now I’m 40+6 and I’m dying.

I even took castor oil (only on my midwives recommendation and after A LOT of research so I don’t want to hear your opinion) yesterday and now it’s 18 hours later and other than some diarrhea and mild contractions last night there’s nothing happening.

My mom is coming to visit from 1500 miles away next Friday 6/7 and I’m worried the baby won’t even be here yet. Plus it’s messing up my schedule for going back from maternity leave. I’m an anxious depressed mess.