Just had 5th child. He’s not even too hard to care for but I’m hating life. My toddler whose 22months is a nightmare all day he throws stuff around living room and screams top of his voice

Hate it hate it hate it.

Then when I first found out I was pregnant I found out some woman at partners work tried to kiss him etc only found out few months later as did her partner as he kicked off

Apparently she blackmailed my partner into not telling me as she said I will leave him and no one would believe him over her?!?!

I’ve literally had enough I hate every single waking moment of life I don’t even know how I’m managing to get through the day

I live in fear of nighttime now incase baby won’t settle he’s 3 weeks old and it stops me sleeping and I can’t think straight etc